i am feeling so depressed and sad now.
i have no idea why.

i know the meaning of my life.
thats to live for God and do wad he wants me to do.

everyone expects me to do this and that.
i am trying so hard that i am not even living my own life anymore.
i want the old cheerful self back.
i dun feel like myself anymore.
i feel like a shadow.
i dunno even know who i am now.

i need a break.
i wish i can just live my own life.

i wish people would just stop expecting such good grades.
good badminton or stuff like that.
yes. i wanna study hard. but i wanna do my own things too.
i dun wanna cry just cause i just passed my test.
i wonder why i cried.
because i hadnt lived up my parents expectations?
i am trying so hard.
i really am. why cant anyone understand me?

why do people always object to things that really make me happy.
i wanna baptise.
why must they object?
i wanna watch some comedy.
you wan me to study?
i wanna read some books.
you dun wanna buy for me?

i dun understand. i really need a break.
i have been trying so hard to live up to people's expectations that.
i really cant find myself anymore.

nobody hears the cries at night.
God. Help me please.
i feel so broken.
i wish i can be as carefree as i was during primary school.
i need love and concern from you guys.
not just God.

tears are falling from my cheeks as i type this.
i wonder why.
maybe its because..
i feel so broken up and stressed and sad that.
i am just not myself anymore.

I am Lin Weihui and I love my school. I detest badminton but somehow I still stick with it because of my team. I do the stupidest things and take the retardest photos. I love chocolates and I eat them almost every single day. I think I love everyone in the whole wide world. I shop alot, and I admit I'll just die without shopping. I am really petty and I'll flare up and throw tantrums over the slightest things. Oh yes, you're gonna die a horrible death at midnight sharp if you don't remember my name.



;Andy
;Audrey
;Candice
;Carol
;Charmaine
;Christel
;Christopher
;Daphne
;Denise
;Elaina
;Emelia
;Georgina
;Jacelyn
;Jazreel
;Jiehui
;Jinghao
;JingYing
;Meryl
;Mong Chin
;Natalie
;Nicole
;Pamela
;Sharlyn
;Shivani
;Shuyin
;Suzanna
;Tessa
;Valerie
;WeiYi
;Whimsy
;YuTing


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